Day 171, 10 Days Post Last Chemo, Stay Golden Ponyboy

I’m in the mindset that it only gets better from here. I’m in the nadir of my last chemo cycle, so I’m feeling pretty down – exhausted, weak, and have neuropathy and chemo brain. But I feel better days are on the horizon. I just have to get through the next thing, radiation. Sure, my reflection is not what I expected, but I’m trying to hold onto the here that is not filled with the grief of what was, because through this journey is a new gold. Stay golden Ponyboy.